i have found a puppy and have sent a deposit but i am a little disappointed. i don't feel like i am a part of the puppy's life and i want to be. i also get the feeling i am going to have little to say about which dog i choose and i will resist that. i did get a contract in the mail but will not sign it until i am sure i am doing the right thing. i did call another breeder who will have pups by the end of this month. i will be in alaska and will make no decision before then.